Another year comes and goes. Be noted that this post is not written on Jan 1st but the date was set to be Jan 1st instead. Anyway, it was an interesting year, stuff happens here and there. And finally I manage to put more effort and time into improving my art skills.

Let's see what happened to me in 2008. 21st birthday, being screwed by lecturer, started my intern, being rejected, best friend study abroad, hang around alot with my high school friends, beijing olympics, ended my intern, got a bunch of cool mags and artbooks, started my final year of degree, being screwed by lecturers again, celebrate new year :D.

Another year, another goal. When look back on the 21+ years I spent, there are bunch of regrets and blessings nonetheless. Well, I think I should list out here, just to rant a bit ^^.

Top 10 Regrets

1. Never study abroad
2. Never had a girlfriend
3. Took my friends for granted
4. Chose the wrong majoring
5. Met my fucking housemates
6. Stopped my art classes during highschool
7. Being sort of nerdy during highschool
8. Never had the resolve for self-improvement until recently
9. Never active in clubs during university days
10. Never celebrated my 21st birthday =_=

Top 10 Bessings

1. Met my highschool friends
2. Met my best friend
3. Studied in MMU
4. Took the path of an artist/designer
5. Met my fucking housemates again (life is a paradox, crap...)
6. Able to get an amount of study loan
7. Found what I love (to do) early on
8. To have no disabilities (I think :P)
9. Born in a mediocre family
10. Being a boy scout (was)

Well, that's pretty much of it. Anyway, I have a deadline set to myself during end of this year. Miyamoto Musashi, my idol, became a saint swordsman when he was age 22. And so, I need to become godlike artist by end of this year. And of course like I mentioned earlier, hopefully my blog would get 5000 hits as well. For my results... Erm, I pretty much don't give a damn about it ^_^, except that hopefully my FYP would get honourable-mention-sort-of... honour... during the end.

The rest of my wishes, a good health, a happy graduation trip, and never forget, to have a kick-ass girlfriend, RAWR!!!

That's all, Happy 2009.

As most of you see, initially I created this blog just to dedicate to arts and design. Rarely (or almost none), I'll enter some journal about my daily life and treat it as a diary, which most bloggers like to do. But sometimes, some stuff just get to you and pisses you so much that you wanna rant and bitch about it. So, here are the things I'm gonna bitch about in my first "Rant And Bitch Series".

Alright, I'm studying in Cyberjaya, far from my home, renting a house with 9 other assholes housemates. Truly those guy are assholes, but we had a lot of fun because WE ARE assholes. Now recently, we applied a 4mbps internet connection which is uber fast and share among the 10 of us. As you see, there's 10 of us, and each has their own interest and personalities. Some like to play online game, some like to stream, some like to download porn, and some like to download resources.

Here's the thing, I like surfing net, I like downloading resources, and occasionally I play online games. I understand how suck it is when you lag when playing games. So usually I close my downloads OBEDIENTLY when my housemates are playing games and I don't fucking complain when they close it when I'm not around (even I do complain, I'm just joking around as an asshole). What I don't get it is that they play those fucking online games for the whole fucking day, like they don't have any fucking better things to do. AND so, my downloads are force to close the whole day. Whenever I'm not around, they would gladly close my downloads and never bother to start it up again when they done playing, this is where it starts to get on my nerves. For some files, getting seeds are tough and I could barely download any amount of data in a day.

Tolerence has a limit. I do download some useless stuff sometimes, but I would occasionally download resources for my assignments and projects. Ironically, some of them like to fuck me when I'm downloading stuff, but unshamefully ask for the rich resources that I put effort and time into searching. Fuck you. If you have no intention to look for resources to enhance your productivity, then it's your own shit. Don't ask me for resources ever again, since you like to fuck around with me.

Well, I'm kinda grateful the time they welcomed me into their house, since I'm the last to join. But like I said, tolerance has a limit. Helping me before doesn't mean you are high and mighty. You are just another puny human like me. Heck, I don't give a fuck even if you are a son of god or whatever fuck you are. If you have so much time to fuck around with those games you adore so much, then look out your ass youself and don't ask me to share anything. When people are trying to be nice, someone else just wanna dump shit on your head and take everything for granted. So be it...